I discovered asexuality a few years ago but ever since recent awareness has been kicking up I started to truly understand it and identify with it. I was under the impress that I had to have sex to make a romantic relationship successful so I would force myself to have it. That was hectic on me as well as my past partners. Even though I felt the pressure of society to have it to be happy, I thought if they didn’t have sex with me I was doing something wrong. As the years went by and learn more at it the pressure of living up to a lie had died and I felt more comfortable in my pursuit for romantic relationships.