I am looking for a relationship with ZERO sex, but sometimes affection.. its just kind of like I am sex repulsed. It has absolutely nothing to do with the other person but with less than 1% asexual and less than 10% gay we have our numbers stacked against us as is time, always. @nywayz I honour male beauty all day in the form of my blog and art so I tend to be the kind of person that wants a best friend with added love :L) I am the kind of person that has always loved people that are opposite than me in every way even thought process, I have yet to find a twin flame person that thinks like I do so that is not on my radar I am not discriminate on age younger or older I just prefer somebody in my own generation which makes it easier to relate too, but like I said surprise me haha if you are with me you would have to handle me being on four twenty some of my life, and 24 hr days and 36 hrs up etc mainly from my drug induced dayz have fried meh brain but I am stable enough to be sensible in a relationship and I am in love with the idea of somebody that has it all together a bit more than I do…I am also in love with the romantics of an ace relationship. my previous partners said I sort of tricked them into a relationship hahaha if only I had the foresight.

ॐWell….not really a summary but a mini novella….Please forgive my format but I must lay it all out there for you to decide – this is how I work, I have very very very long term relationships…and if I don’t lay it all out I am left to answer for craziness later what have I got to offer a plain jane nobody-IF you are looking 4 a hole to stuff I am the wrong guy !!! my attempt at telling my dating life is done by a successful author/aries so I am good at marketing and story telling hehe I lay it all out there so you can decide and 99.99% will just read, laugh and move on… I accept the fact that only the most enlightened and highly evolved intelligence of a man would be interested in a union wif me and he may not come even in this lifetime but at least I can try -I am a raver at heart… Aries love to market themselves and its the time of the aries at the time of this writing so who am eye ? a clubKid from the 90’s an eLderly raver haha, I strongly believe class is afforded on a spiritual level not how were taught that with wealth comes prestige… on that note I am the poorest PhD in the country-in fact I have multiple doctorates (DR MULTI) which is inteResting because in the entire country of canada there is probably under a dozen doctors that have multiple doctorates let alone five lol….I am a major introvert -recluse and hermit 😛 it’s kind of funny actually I am a doctor with a masters and 5 doctorates and can’t even write an essay or thesis, most of my degrees are honorary but the big ones I had to do tests for…. however no defence of my PhD with thesis and dropped out of mainstream skool at 16 …..grammar I hate as you can tell but don’t effing lecture me on commas when I am an author of the best gay raver novel out there- it’s kind of ironic to have a doctorate and a GED but that just makes me who I am hehe btw if u have a weird diet like keto vegan or palio fasting etc or like sports nudism/logical or the outdoors we probably won’t get along hehe I also LOVE to gamble and play ze lottery I win about 1000% of what I put in….I am abnormally lucky hehe I also love to play hospital lotteries!!!!

★I love tekno so much it has actually enLightened me 🙂 eye am an anarchist…. pretty anti everYthing with authority or mainstream..but I think our PMO is the hottest most delicate man boi alive lol – I am aL$o anti secret society… extreme left leaning…. non conservative.. but that doesnt mean I am a wiccan or anything hehe …on a plus side I do LOVE cats – I wish I could have one, two or a few 🙂 not really a dawg type person but they all love me anyway hahaha dogs and all animals just are drawn to me and I have a real affinity for each animal I encounter even bugs and pigeons 🙂 I try and feed birds when I remember to pack old sugar coated cheerios that just sit in my cupboard for 19 months lol those things make me want to jump to warp after I eat them so I only eat one bowl maybe I shouldn’t eat them out of a mixing bowl !!

♪I love to blog and contest 🙂 :)- I identify with being asexual…. so that severely limits my dating choices !! other than that I am extremely talented online and have a presence 🙂 I am open to finding somebody and settling down 🙂 I wake and bake when I can hehe…my blogs and art have given me a lot of power and love for the world – my only gift to the world will be my art much like Warhol and Basquiat – there is nothing left of them…. but their ART and ART = LIFE

●●I spend a lot of time as a recluse and an art h@ck3r !!hence the blawgs blohgs blogs 🙂 I figure if you have a minimum 17-24 year batch of ongoing visual content for each of your blogs you can just sit on that and decide where to go later !! I love the net there is stuff for everyone…I have been pretTy immersed in online culture since the internetz inception….. cheeky groovy !!

✰I am an insomniac -doing copious amounts of xtacy has totally fried som3 brain chemistry in me ….sometimes I have 24 hr days up sometimes usually about @ 21 hrs I actually start to get tired ….how Japanese lol but for the most part remain up and awake from about dinner time to about middle morning seems to be the formula….

My future husband will have to get used to the idea of wealth and fame and of course being the wifey of a guru hehe

※I actually run several male naughty blogz which directly opposes my own inherent sexuality (ace/asexual) ….

I am a male artist @nd have carved my own niche in rave male art 🙂 I am all about plur and don’t get why I have felt like I have been in prison my whole life in relationships and living situations…oh well I guess I will meditate on it for another fifteen years 😛 even buddhist monks are imprisoned here like animals on a farm with no way out a prison planet where we were harvested from our real homes in the universe and forced to work here endlessly in the hugest concentration camp known to a species speaking about life, I currently live with family while I wait for an affordable living situation but this could take years upon years so I am left to go half nuts in my own twisted perpetual teen monarch slave life and it’s driving me fucking nuts….I am doing okay….. I love where I live on the other hand because it provides a level of comfort and dignity in a home situation, before this, I lived in a cabin loft for like 8 yrs and in dt van for 9 …I just really fear losing everything and ending up homeless but at least that is out of the question! Not many people that are on the street have a masters degree lol who knows there could be a virus plaguing all of humanity sometime soon so ask yourself what do you really want in a man? A boring analytical authoritarian who has a dog and a mortgage and cushy job but is a fucking bore !! or do you want Shaun, a pretty insane but in a good way crazy artist !!! I have seen the artist title thrown about and its not thrown about loosely hehe I still think you are not an artist until you have made about over 1k pieces whatever they are paintings etc you really don’t start to develop until the 2k mark

♫I spent 7 years in the country in the middle of nowhere and it was an extreme challenge to adapt from hermit life to city life, it felt like I had been away on an deserted island for 10 years and the world DID change while I was gone…. and 8 years in Vancouver literally downtown…. so the spectrum of places is deffo challenging on the psyche –

══Apart of dating me includes the possibility of living together in a loving long term relationship…I have strengths and weaknesses as does the person in which I live with 🙂 I just want to say that and not have it lurking as a possibility I don’t imagine myself dropping everything and moving into somebody’s penthouse/shack after one coffee but um I am not desperate that I will just pick anybody including an abuser…people have been thrown off by me…. actually 99.98% -I identify with being an anomaly -I shouldn’t be here… I am an exile indigo child. So if you want to even spend one hour with such a bundle of fun like me then so be it 🙂 I want to say that my asexuality is questionable, I mean I have a sexual attraction to men, and I see a guy on the street and think to myself god I would love to eat his ass and then I remember I don’t really know how to express myself sexually so I just laugh it off as triviality, I guess I would want an object of beauty to stare at endlessly -on a sexualised side note I do enjoy porn and identify with being a top sexually only have done it a few times and I have gone upwards of like 19 years without a regular sexual life -I went on overdrive in my teens however so I guess I am just balancing out my taoism lol I don’t really know if I could offer somebody a sexual life…. then it opens up other questions like do I wish for somebody I love to have a sexual life with other people? should I just stay single? what if he isn’t ace wtf…. do I even expect somebody to harness their inherent sexuality like that??? its all just confusing to me, but I trust in the ideals of a hot guy male romance and long term union. I just wanted to give a heads up to my future mate some of the issues I face so there is no surprises later – & if the worlds fattest twins can find love there is hope in it for meh

☄I have a meagre income which I value… and its important for me not to be a burd3n on somebody and pay my way so to speak but I have to be honest and sAy I like where I live or have lived…. my living situation is highly stressful and I have always lived with opposites than my own anti everything artist side….don’t get me wr0ng I am turned off by the cookie cutter gay guy -honestly its because they are so ignorant and naive about how the world actually runs….in my experience the world runs differently than these RuPaul loving martini shaker mortgage lifestyle gay guys….however with the right financial backing I could achieve quite a bit in a really super short amount of time on the other h@nd….if I lived with an another artist in poverty chav style hahaha that is all good I am just sensible about meeting somebody and want somebody that is fun and amazin’ and clean !!! loves to stay clean and keep their environment organized.

〰I am such a romantic….I trust in the ideals of a guy that gets me 🙂 You would have to be of the highest honour to even consider a few hours with such a looooooon… but I just can’t think of the poor souls stuck in loveless sexual relationships. I just don’t want to be valued by just how much of a blowjob machine I can be, its not that I hate sex or have a kinky fetish…or want to change genders/have a micro penis… or anything…or is referred to as they or them lulz its just that I am sex repulsed and have never had a superb outlook on healthy sex….

☊I take running a household seriously not only because I have all the time in the world but with the right ingredients I can make a good meal hehe I love food, but am pretty much just surviving lately on slow cooker meats….and hippy food 🙂 like almond milk, smoked tofu and hemp hahaha -I tend to like a lot of canned and boxed food kind of like a feline…. I just kind of despise making stuff from scratch but can excel if forced to actually cook like an old housewife hehe I like simple stuff and I can eat the same thing over and over and not get sick of it (hence the cat) who likes tofu dogz lol I am mean to myself, while my family members have about 30 core dishes they excel at – I have excelled in quite a few hundred or so I am an awesome chef when I am inspired and have the right ingredients I am awesome it is just so cool for people to observe in me how I pull several boxed or canned items together to make a real awesome meal hahaha I love things like oatmeal with almonds and raisins cherry coconut chocolate chips etc and right now I am having a roast beef dinner for lunch at 1pm out of the slow cooker so I have not suffered but I do like my occasional bowl of ramen or something boxed or even ravioli or beans str8 out of the can hahaha I am from the cat planet!!

○●so I tried vegetarian and I literally starved to death so I do eat some meat and I feel bad being a buddhist but part of me needs the complex protein….I am a suicide survivor and come with a lot of baggage and history …..I am an author and artist -I wrote a book…. its on amazon and I have done over 3500 pieces of sometimes nude rave male art. its very raver and hot pop culture art I use only model males and dress up the photo dimensionally to achieve well…. you decide some of my art is on this page if you look at it and are like wtf is this? then move onto a boring person who will prop u up endlessly….hahaha I make extra money being a merchant of various projects and subsidize my income by contesting as a career (I have won over 50k worth of stuff/trips/junk) since I started contesting.. I also supplement my income thru slots and bingo I win so much its hard to keep track…well, Because of my own attempt on my life it has rendered me unable to work FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE…. so I live with th@t and some mental health issues, good news I am happily stable and medicated….I don’t even bite or chew the rug 😛 I just keep to myself in the bottom of the ocean all night while all the cats are asleep – let me tell you – you tend to think differently when your whole life is opposite of everyone in the solar sun cult 😉

●○I am a clubkid from the 90’s rave scene….I lived through it hahaha which is an effing miracle… thankfully everything was pure back then ….drugs are not a part of my life these days except crack cocaine lulz lolz see I had u there lol..just kidding – I only smoke 420 and microdose on shrooms sometimes and I dont even drink at all, but very rarely… on another note…..I love to meditate to tekno…. its one of my favorite things to do, I love manifesting and the visual art world … I tend to smoke 420 and smokes when I have them because I am so stressed out but also balance with an equal amount of meditation and tekno…I have a really insane photographic memory….my blawgs and doing almost 4000 pieces of art have given me that, there were times where I was more literary (without grammar fuck grammar-I am a storyteller) in my life but right now I am exploding in the visual – the photo memory I have to quiet by doing the billions of commands required for my insane online life but it drives me literally nuts I just can’t even sleep unless I finish that 11 hour project I just thought of when I laid down lol haha go figure by then I have been up for 29 hours and finally feel I can sleep if I am not really at my breaking point sleep wise I just can’t sleep sometimes I can sleep up to 24 hrs too I don’t know why I just like it and then usually I sleep about 14 hours -if I had to sleep only 9 hours I would go insane and yawn endlessly no matter how much coffee I have lol

ツDespite all that… I have formed my own world online and when you have endless time to meditate and manifest and do things – I have found my passion, my path, my future and it involves a complex array of talentz….its tough trying to find a soulmate when you are not a sexual person people ask well what is there left? I have no idea what the fuck a sexual person is thinking and people say I am bizarre…fuck the shrinks and fuck authority -I just know that 100% of humanity is in illusion and I don’t want to be there either…. I am not really a super affectionate guy either – I guess somebody could describe me as a live in str8 guy with a few extra kisses or a stray cat of sorts 🙂 I am also immature as fuck and even tho eye am almost 40 -I am still a perpetual teen with a few grey hairs….I am overweight!!!! a big feline that loves canned food HAHAHA I guess you could call me a buddha I am a never nude either so that is always fun haha not a nudist at all !! it takes an act of parliament to get my penis out haha

★I tried the gym for like 6 months and it wasn’t my thing losing weight is in my future, just not yet, people that are overweight tend to think they are fuckin huge like 700 lb obesity when u only have a little more to love …I am totally happy with myself and ’everyone is different’ as the fabulous Rita MacNeil once said …hehe don’t worry I don’t want to get as big as her!!! that would be tough to transport me !!! I don’t even know how she would use the bathroom but I don’t know why I just thought of that haha

I am the hottest bearboy there is – I even look like a teen still get id’d like crazy it is insane that I can thank my momma for good looks even if I have the body of polar bear. butt I am such a fucking bundle of joy !!

I am sooooooooooooo happy all the time even with impending police rule and looming communism

♂I have been bigger and thinner at various times in my life.. I don’t know… I just dislike the social and toxic masculinity of a gym environment like closeted sometimes newd bodybuilders just scares me for some reason hehe…as you can guess from this profile humor is a HUGE part of my life, I see things differently and love to laugh and have fun… lol I think some important qualities in me to note are buddhism, techno, meditation, love, peace and calm 🙂 u should always watch out for people that cannot talk about themselves on here !!! they are aliens….or they are super fucking boring !!!!

anyways I ignore the premium feature, not because I am destitute its just I try to limit my online monthly memberships to must pay or die lol so if you need to get ahold of me send a message….. or via one of my blogs if you want-there is so many places that want your money these days if I can find love for free I figure I have done well over a trillionaire……..u can reach me via my email too @ 2×2@z3n8.ca sometimes I am convinced I am the only asexual (ACE) gay guy in Victoria British Columbia hahaha Vic BC get it 😛

my blawgs are…..

(not an open anis for miles lol)

-> the start of it all !!

http://www.z3n8.ca

if you can’t even look at a blog of mine why the fuck are we talking lulz….

Shaun out ^.^

no….honestly… let there be P.L.U.R. though!!.